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Today went to office. After long weekend people are very lazy. Lot of people in team were off. My life became like watchman of ladies hostel. I just kept on watching when Sandeep is coming and going. Sometimes I think about how Anivitha, Chikki, Sahithi, Avanthi and Preeti are self made girls. I really feel proud about those girls. I worry about how unfit harini. Initially I used to think too much about my fate. But slowly reconciled. I recall that one dialogue in “Autograph” movie. Raviteja says ” I used to recall latika every minute, but slowly daily once. Now I recall her once in a while.” Human life is also like that initially it will take some time to digest but slowly things get changed. People get accustomed. I became active element in Facebook. Lot people wished me, ofcourse I replied them patiently. Sometimes I keep on talking too much and non sense to Sandeep Saitan. My accounting days are back as 1st is approaching like “Ammo 1 va tariku”. My unlimited calculation never ends. Keeps on changing figures.

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Chineese new year vacation is going to end today. For last 3 days had fun really. Today we went for groceries shopping.I called to Ramesh, who was not answering my call for last few days. Finally he answered my call. I felt like to booze. I bought beer. Harini prepared mirchi bajji, chilli panner. I had chilled beer. Evening we watched “AGAR” movie.I slept later. Getting ready for next working day.

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Today got up at 9.30 AM. Had breakfast. Did some exercise after so many days. Started watching TV. Morning watched “Athidi Kab Jaonge”. Afternoon watched “Salute” tamil movie. Evening watched “3 Idiots” at 4 :00 PM. This is 3rd day in row of holidays. Continuously watching movies. Watched nearly 10 movies. Evening also didn’t do anything. We went out for buying groceries to near by shop. I bought Beer. I called and talked to Ramesh Mhbd. He told having serious health issues. I felt very bad. I prayed god these days for good health to all. I stopped this race of blaming. Once again really impressed with “3 Idiots”. It is such a great movie never get bored. It is always fascinating. Harini prepared chilli Panneer and Mirchi. I had beer with Mirchi and Chilli Panner. I watched movie “Aaghar”. Then went for walking. I was telling some adage about mother and wife. Our discussion prolonged. Harini was about to call his dad regarding car. One snake passed by. We got scared and checking for bytes of snake. Few minutes we were in tension. Things got alright. Came to home. Played chess against computer. But I was making mistakes in hasty way. I very underestimated computer as always.  Slept late night.

Singapore

Today got up late as this is long weekend. My mind keeps running behind few thoughts may be political, cine gossips, telangana. I get some dreams which disturb my sleep. This part of my life is without communication. I hardly call to people. I don’t even to call to my parents, in-laws, friends etc. I lost charm towards phone. I watched movies in television. In Singapore for long weekends, holidays and ocassions dish they give all hindi channels. We just kept watching television especially zee cinema. Zee cinema is channel where kept on giving cinema after cinema. Someway  I found fun in hindi movies. In India hardly I watched any hindi channels. Here I kept on watching hindi movies and finding fun. Afternoon I was blogging and scrapping. Evening we decided to go for Mackwiche reservoir. But it is about to rain. We changed our plan from reservoir walking to Sentosa. At sentosa we went for walking. We went by boardwalk at Sentosa. We were just roaming. We went to Casino. We played roller which is my favorite game. Here I couldn’t find free coffee and tea like in casino at Marina bay sands. I started game with 10 dollars. We changed machine as it was deducting money heavily. We took help of crew. He told that it is about 0.02 dollars. Luckily we got 50 dollar worth by spending 10 dollars. Harini found it as lucky hand and decided to visit frequently. We returned by walk. We tried to find out Pizza hut. But no luck. Most of the shops are closed on eve of chineese new year. We watched crane show. While going we went in bus. We returned in train. We reached by 10 PM. We had food at home by watching hindi movie. Played some time. Today we played carroms in night.

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Today harini woke me up at 2:00 AM. She had my cake cut. Cake was really yummy. Chocolate cake with cherries. Very well decorated. I really like it. She gave carromman coins as gift. She always has surprise for me in her store. I got up in morning. She prepared poori, chicken and chicken fry. I ate chicken fry and pooris. She made gare also. I had delicious food. Then we slept for some time. It was raining outside. We thought of going outside but didn’t go. Night she  prepared fish. Fish was very hard looks like very aged fish. This is like disappointment. Otherwise dishes are very good. Sandeep’s family left to India. Night we watched movies in zee cinema. Nowadays we got addicted to TV and movies.  As it is my birthday I spoke to Shakeel, Pramod. Pramod and Naveen wished. I spoke to Gopi’s wife. Birthday means he will be recalled all the time. Srimati was worrying a lot about him. I consoled to her some extent.

Like birthday celebrated in light note.

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Today got up and went to office. In train while talking to mom someone heard and asked “where are you from”. I came to know that he is student from warangal he lives in Hyderabad. As usual I finished “Vishnu Sahasranamam”. Then in office as usual keep gets pressed. But today I really got too much bored today as so much waiting for long weekend. I spent lot of time for silly works. Today hardly done any work. Afternoon me, sandeep and Abhilash had lunch. Vivek, Ashish and Others have lunch together. I saw Chandan’s message about vegetarian pizza. I decided to have it. I brought pizzas and kept next to my desk. All of the slices were finished. I realized people are shy or lazy of going to other side and colelct pizza slices. Till evening we spent time like that. I donno my mind starts working after 5 pm. May be because of lodon hours. I left office at 7.15 PM with sandeep.  Came to home. Got food. Harini made me to sleep early. As she was in plans of  surprises for my birthday. I came to know that Anivitha got job. It is good to hear. Time to sleep. Naveen called in midnight and wished b’day wishes.

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Today lead and manager were off. We are supposed to give automation demo. It went without any interest as usual. I feel always like very disliked as it doesn’t motivate you. Ashish has strong belief in this automation part. I know it is not going to make miracles, same thing is agreed by Mahesh. Because it is not only just matter of copying and starting jobs. Autosys itself is very interesting phenomena. This autosys box job becomes success if child job is success on previous dates.  It is very difficult. Some times jobs go crazy they run indefinitely. Sometimes even if we kill the job it runs in background, It doesn’t kill the process. We have to kill manually. Sometimes even child job gets terminated and then parent job becomes success. I really get used to it. Some times polling job fails because of broadcast status. It is like very interesting. These things I can’t tell to any one. Even if we tell also hardly they understand without their experience. Some times child jobs have dependency. If we start they run but behave in weird way. Due to time constraints of users, we can’t take risk. I got fed up telling requirements and testing of these autosys  jobs etc to Abhilash. I can’t blame him also there are certain specific scenarios. I can’t tell all sceanrios also. I really decided to give green signal. It doesn’t work with automation part. Sometimes when feed comes users expect to load it and keep eye on it. We need to make sure every thing is ok. Other environments are not like production. Every thing is on time and as per expectations. I don’t know whether these support people do any thing to their limits. Anyhow nowadays for me environment monitoring takes less time it could be 2 hours.  As usual we had lunch all of us together. Then evening went down couple of times. I discussed with sandeep about US jobs. But it looks like I am too much biased. I discussed about “Shawshank” movie. every body agreed it is great movie and maximum ratings and top 1 movie in IMDB. Like things keep rolling. Me and sandeep left office. Harini is busy with Baba’s Parayanam. I am active in facebook. Played chess. Watched Phera heri etc. Slept.

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Today got up late as usual. I feel like very difficult to get up from bed. Had bread and juice.  Reached office by 9.30 AM. These days sandeep always come late. I get tensed till the time he is in. One day I put message aggressively like he will be in by 10:15 AM. We went down couple of times for his smoking. I get tensed for that also as I lost habit of spending some time in breaks. Really this fucking us life made me crazy. Few firing lessons really put in very hard impression. Things keep going. I fixed most of issues in less time. Eagerly waiting for long weekend. Came to home. Me and sandeep come together home. Had food. We went to walking after long gap. These days our discussion stuff also reduced. I am not calling to my mom not daily like earlier. Even with my mom also not talking about others or relatives. Life is just rolling.Arjun sent message that Anivitha got job in CTS. It is good to hear. We discussed for some time and then slept.

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Today got up late. Nowadays getting difficult to get up early in the morning. In office busy with work. Got pressed too much due to automation part. I really wonder how far this is going to help. It is similar to using autosys tool. But I really pissed off with this automation tool. That too Priyang was better in one way like he used to do things confidently. But Abhilash he kept on asking for every functional scneario, technical scenarios etc. We had lunch in afternoon with all our buddies. I went down for passive smoking. Evening me and Sandeep left office together. Today lot of issues are addressed. Again became busy with feed loading stuff. Time is going like that. In night I watched “Shawshank Redemption”. We played chess. Nowadays she is playing aggressively. I am only playing defense game. Things are getting changed. I am making mistakes sometimes in chess game. I like that english movie. Really such a wonderful movie initiall it was boring and slow moving. But later picked up and really hearthrob movie. I liked it.

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Today got up at 8 AM. Went to office by 9.30 AM. Today Sandeep is joining. Whom I referred. He is actually friend of my colleague Natraj. He came. Amol made me as his buddy. I introduced to all the people in team. I helped him. These days I got bombarded with testing of this automation tool, being buddy for lot of people, my own work. On going issues not able to figure it out root cause.  Sandeep called me to come down couple of times, though I didn’t like not to disturb. I went few times. Then afternoon we had food together with Vivek, me and Sandeep. Later me and Sandeep went down. Again got busy with stuff. Today not able to figure it out issues. Left office by 7 PM. I came to home. These days listening music. Life is going like journey. But not enough sleep. Feeling headache today due to too much thinking. At home I watched rubarub. Which is like one english movie which I watched. It was very disturbing movie. Later slept.

I didn’t get a chance to write blog today also. My inherent lazy keeps me bugging. I think so many bad habits became part of my life. It looks like they are making me to reconcile.